Sigh. I feel bad. Wait. I felt bad. I feel ok now.

Today was a fun day. Church. Counting the cost. Hanging out. The Spring. Sushi. Sugarbun drumstick. Hot & Roll rendang mini roll thing. RM 2.80 Milo Peng. Gasoline. Castle themed. Friendship Park. Pepsi Twist. Pippa the puppy. Popcorn. An enjoyable Sunday.

Ok the not so brilliant news is that I have been chosen for PLKN/National Service.

Mixed feelings. Upset? Not quite any more. Just now, yes. God's will? What about eczema then? Is that God's will too? Doctor's letter? Maybe. Just go do it? Three months. A Levels? Postponed. Mom? "Don't go." Dad? "Go." Ray? "I wish I was a lawyer who could get you out." Me? Doctor? Maybe? Uncertain. Feeling weird.

Thought I had it all worked out. Until someone presented a different view point.

I have decided that I will cross this bridge when the time comes.

I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you. Psalm 32:8